Unusual Day…

My day started as a good one, I’ve slept almost all morning, and got up to somewhat peaceful atmosphere. I feel good the moment I got up from bed this morning, but to tell you the truth I have no idea why I do. Maybe because it’s the start of the summer break, or maybe I was just feeling good of having a boyfriend for the first time in my life. But Jawo never crossed my mind that much. I feel quite normal like I haven’t got a boyfriend, which is of course a good thing. If this continues until the start and end of the new school year this June, I’m sure nothing would turn out bad.

The only thing that I’m praying for now is that my mom won’t find out. See, I’m open to my mom to almost all things and it is really hard to keep a secret as big as this is. I sometimes can’t keep my mouth shut when she started asking, I run out of alibi’s at times too… I just hope when she finds out about this secret relationship of mine, I’m already in college so she doesn’t have the right to scold at me like a six-year old….

Well anyway about today… I did nothing but eat and sit in front of my PC, it’s so good to have my internet connection back.  Next, as I was working on my new fan fiction site papa called and asked if we could have dinner @ The Sofitel, well of course the answer is yes, it’s been a long time since I ate with papa in that hotel. I miss him so much… I just hope that he doesn’t have a new girlfriend and that he and mama were still together. How I wish that everything would turn back to the way it was before.

~ by Mia on March 17, 2007.